A few days' work here. Big change has begun and I feel that it will continue over the coming weeks. Strange to move into a new way of being oneself. Like getting to know yourself again, from another direction. I want to say that this is done until one finds the core, but I think we know enough by now to know that the core is always being built. The snow shone brightly through the kitchen windows this morning and I had no plans. More laundry is hanging. There's a tent on my bedroom floor that I'm in the process of mending. I spent the evening laughing with roommates. My roommate who had previously shared pineapple with me insisted that I let him eat the core of the one I cut up tonight. I feel very very warm.